Showing posts with label me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label me. Show all posts

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Moving On

OK. Maybe I shouldn't care whether Mia sleeps in her own room or with me right now. Me trying to force her into doing something she's not ready for is giving both of us a hard time. I get upset. She thinks that I don't love her. There are ghosts that might float into her room through holes in the walls. How do you persuade a four-year-old that those scary things in her mind are non-existent? So I'm not going to force the issue. We'll just try again a little bit later.

Facebook games are sucking up my life. I need to just stop and back away. If I can just get my mind to stop wanting to "check what's on the feed"... There are things I'd like to do - the first being to get rid of all the extra clutter around the house. I'm starting to get back into checking all the websites that inspire me to live beautifully and, although I know the images they post are highly stylized, I don't think it's so bad to strive for the same kind of perfection in my own life and home. Gosh...I WANT TO GET BACK TO REALITY!

Calming down...

Getting into bed now with my baby girl right beside me...

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Last Year's Bedroom



I was browsing through PSE and I found this picture from June 2009. This was probably the last time Pip got to cuddle with another cat. He was just a baby and was used to curling up in his cage at the shelter with his roommates. One of them was his brother and now that I think about it I'm a bit sad that we separated them. I remember his name was Midnight and I hope someone was kind enough to adopt him too. I wonder if Pip ever thinks about him. Sadly, Lola wasn't a very good replacement since she's use to being alone and is already set in her ways.

Another thing that struck me about this picture was how nice my bedroom looked! I miss the cleanliness, the bare floors, the serenity that I feel when I look at it. Oh, to have it once again! To be rid of the endless clutter and the furniture that belongs elsewhere! I miss you so very much, my simple and beautiful room.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

A Silly Quiz I Wanted To Do

Your Life As A Playlist. Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense.

How am I feeling today?
BIGBANG - Remember

Will I get far in life?
Marie Digby - Better Off Alone

How do my friends see me?
Sade - Kiss Of Life

Where will I get married?
Emerson Hart - Bad Case of Lovin' You

What is my best friend's theme song?
Party - That's Why

What is the story of my life?
Utada Hikaru - Hikari

What was high school like?
Sting - Fortress Around Your Heart

How can I get ahead in life?
Loreena McKennitt - The Old Ways

What is the best thing about me?
BIGBANG - Everything (LOL!!!!)

What was today like?

Ashley Tisdale - He Said She Said

What is in store for this weekend?
Ashanti - Unfoolish

What song describes my parents?
Wonder Girls - Nobody

How is my life going?
Roselle Nava - Mula Sa Puso

What song will they play at my funeral?
Evita - Don't Cry For Me, Argentina (No lie!!)

How does the world see me?
Loreena McKennitt - Night Ride Across The Caucasus

Will I have a happy life?
Gloria Estefan - Anything For You

What do my friends really think of me?

Christina Milian - Dip It Low (LOL again!!!)

Do people secretly lust after me?
Jodeci - Come & Talk To Me

How can I make myself happy?

Colbie Caillat - Fallin' For You

What should I do with my life?

The Backyardigans - Go, Go, Go

What will my children be like?
Nicole Scherzinger - Whatever U Like

What will you name them?
Disney Princess: The Ultimate Song Collection - If You Can Dream

What will the person you marry be like?
Danity Kane - Strip Tease (hehe)

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Lea Salonga - Minsan, Isang Kahapon

Will you have a fulfilling life?

Avril Lavigne - Too Much To Ask

How will you die?
Tori Amos - Silent All These Years

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Table For Six


Image from Dottie Angel

My Mom and brother are moving in.

Our house is going to be full come the end of this month and I'm looking forward to having more company. I'm currently re-organizing a few of our rooms. My brother will be taking over the loft so I'm moving my office downstairs. Mia will be losing her room for now too, but she's really not missing anything since she still prefers to sleep with me. My goal for today is to move all her belongings into the master bedroom. I'll have to share my space with all of her stuffed animals and My Little Ponies.

With my Mom being available a new possibility has opened up. I can go back to school. I can look for work. It's a little overwhelming since I have neither gone to school or worked outside of my home for nine years. I'm having to ask myself that question, "What do you want to be when you grow up?" I should know the answer to that question by now but I don't.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Show and Tell



As she was driving away with Grandma and Grandpa this evening she yells out to us, "Don't forget to kick your own butts and kiss your boobies!" She makes me laugh!



I bought scrap stuff. Maybe I'll use them someday.



Finds from the Rose Bowl Flea Market: dice, a jar of marbles, a yardstick, and an old, stained globe. The jars were bought from The Container Store. That place is cool!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Redo.



Some of the items on this came from a collage that I didn't like so well. Now I like it well.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Oh The Dilemma!


from Urban Outfitters



from Fossil

My name is Michelle and I am a bagaholic!

Friday, February 6, 2009

I Brake For Rainbows

I should have a bumper sticker on my car that says that. As I was driving home from bringing Aidan to school, I was noticing the beautiful morning light. The day was absolutely glowing inspite of the gray clouds. Then Mia and I saw the most intense, amazing rainbow, from one end to another, and we drove right underneath it. I had to call Allan and tell him to get the camera because I wanted to capture the moment. Unfortunately by the time I got home to pick him up the clouds began to take over the sky again. I drove around for a bit to get a good vantage point but these pics were the best we could get.




I love rain. I love rainbows. They leave me feeling so grateful that I'm able to witness something so beautiful.


She loves them too.

Monday, February 2, 2009

I'm thinking...

1. about a pretty scent.

2. of feeding my obsession.

3. this will make for sweeter dreams.

4. this is much nicer.

5. old and yet new.

6. like we need juice.





7. about how much I love that paper I used for Mia's layout.

8. that after two layouts I really should go to sleep.

Monday, January 26, 2009

1.26.09

Bowling was a bust yesterday but hanging out with the Reyes' was fun. Polly's. Pinkberry. Just hanging out in our living room while the kids played Wii. Mia loved them and asked where Victoria was after they left.

Magical Thinking. Why didn't I think of this?

It's another chance at celebrating a new year today! Faith and love...those two things will get us through.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Poetry

A Vase Stands Still

It's Shadow Moves
Poems from Hollingworth Elementary School
Rowland Unified School District
Spring 1983

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THE SORROWFUL MUSIC

The music sounds
sorrowful and it
makes you want to
write about something
that is sorrowful, as
if someone died, or if
someone was very sick
and may never get well
again, if you lost or
broke up with someone
you might love, it will
make you sorrowful
or if someone that you
liked very much had
to leave you and you
would never see them
again for the rest of your life.

By Herbert Saralegui

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MY FRIEND

A white mouse live in a hole.
Every night he came out to visit.
He would sit next to me
And tell me his problems.

My dad took me to the pet shop.
I wasn't thinking about my friend.
Now we have a cat.

One night I was waiting for my friend
And he never came.
How lonely it gets at night now.

By Jessica Dominguez

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TREE TRUNK

Being a tree trunk would be
a weird feeling. Having a
giant piece of broccoli growing
on top of you.
The animals would be like
giant leaves in all different colors.
The branches would seem like
giant pieces of cauliflower.
and the streams would seem
like giant blue crayons.
I know this for I know the tree.
I am the tree.

By Jan (Shirley) Lafeen

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MY DREAMS COME FROM

My dreams come from
a place where fields
of flowers grow.
Beautiful daisies cover
my dreams.
As one daisy dies
It lets go of one of my dreams.
But it always grows back
over and over again.
No one will ever find this
Beautiful place.
The sky is as blue as ever
over there.
The pond is like crystal
that's shimmering
in the sun.
It's beautiful.

By Czarina Atangan

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DANCING TO MUSIC

Dancing to music
Lifing your feet as freely as a bird
Feeling as if you were a feather
So light and soft
Just flowing across the room
But then you drop to the ground
Then the wind blows by
It lifts you up
To touch the sky
Back and forth
Again you flow light as a feather
Beautifully you could dance
Free as a bird forever and ever.

By Kathy Sanchez

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I SEE UPON A TURQUOISE SKY

I see upon a turquoise sky
A little sparkling crystal light
Shining over the Philippines
It leaves a beautiful glowing road
To me the star seems to smile
I feel like reaching out the window
I start to imagine how it feels
Soft silky edges
A yellow satin body
Beaming out of nowhere
You can call it an illusion
To me it's like a tender friend
I know I'll be fine during the night
Because my friends is always there
You just can't see it
Because she's at home with her love bright
B E A M I N G
family.

By Katherine C. Concepcion

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LOST SIGHT

In a zoo
You can get lost
While you are petting a duck
Your mother and father
Are out of sight
You try to find them
But you can't
You get tired and sleepy
Then finally you sit down
You turn your head
And see that your
Mother and father are next to you
you call out for them but
They don't hear you
You go to them and
They see you
But they don't say anything.

By Priti Dugal

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BUTTERFLY

Sweeping in the air
A bright magenta and turquoise color
As the sun of dawn letting
Dew drizzle
As his body whispers soft music
In the foggy aspens
As the butterfly by himselfon
An illusion dome
As dusk falls upon the earth
He's rested.

By Sandra Alvarez

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THE BOLD SUN

I'm resting in the blue-house
Burning off my hair
I'm lighting up the whole world
Just wanting to be there

Trying not to be so hot
Trying not to be so cold
Trying to be just perfect
And be above so bold

I go to sleep for the night
Sleeping by the cards
I wake to find myself
In my mother's yard

I fly right back where I belong
And then I sing a little song
"I'm the bold sun
Sitting in the sky
Lighting up the world
And flying so high"

Then it's the year 5000
And my cousin and I
Burn to a crisp

By Stephan R. Martinez

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A VASE STANDS STILL

A vase stands still
with it's shadow on the table
The pretty roses show
more lightness on the vase
What I see is real
and touchable to my hand as
it is to an animal
But my shadow goes through it
like I am a ghost
or a person from another world
As I pick it up
water splashes like the sea
while the sun shines
from an open window, I feel something
ghostly because I am alone
I feel someone is here from another world.
Then suddenly the roses dry up
the water becomes blue.
My shadow went away.
Also taking life from the
roses to another world.

By Michelle Alcantara

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This is the first poem I ever wrote. It was for one of the GATE classes I had during 5th grade. I remember being so proud that the title of my poem was chosen as the title of the entire book. My inspiration was a picture of a vase of roses, but I don't recall why I wrote those lines. The grammatical errors make it sound so silly, but I love it nevertheless. Wherever that teacher is now, I owe him a thank you for introducing me to the world of poetry because it was from that class that I fell in love with it. (And a thank you also goes out to one of my classmates from then who posted the poems in Facebook.)